A strange feeling is when I have a pull to return to Christianity specifically my Catholic roots. I know I won’t ever, because the entire religion is against me. And I love my Netjeru, I love them like they’re family. It’s just sometimes I miss it, but I don’t want to return. Esp with the whole you must only follow one god, I can’t. 

Like, Jesus is a good deity. God is a good deity. They always made me feel safe and comfortable. But I can’t give up the family I have gained.