I’m just!!! STRUGGLING and I need help with my spiritual path

I want to work with plants, deities, the earth, “low magic” as some call it. I want to work as far away from pop culture witchcraft as I can (I love it, but I just don’t feel connected to it). I need help, recommendations, just some help from witches pleaseee. 

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Why is it with every thing I am interested in, it costs fucking money????? I am intrigued by traditional magic..either spend $200 on a book or have to pay some stranger on the net for supposed lessons

Wanna learn about druidry – well lol you have to pay for that too.

I am tired. I am broke. And I am very sick of this cause it all feels like some scam (not saying it is, but really, if your spiritual path is so great and for everyone why are you charging them?????). I get people do what they need for money but this just isn’t for me.

No I am not asking for money I am asking for some guidance.