I pulled: 9 of clubs
You are reaching the end of a long struggle. Feeling wary and cautious, fearful that something will come back from the past to haunt you. One last hurdle to overcome, but you have the strength to succeed with ease. Protecting what you have attained. Defensive posturing. Opposing anything new.
Continuing a balance, endurance
My interpretation is that there are past hurts that are causing worry or concern for future romantic relations. These may hinder your ability to accept potential new sparks with someone. Maybe a past relationship, personal insecurity, or otherwise. This may effect any possible current romantic relationships you have right now, if any. Perhaps you are starting to heal from past cases of hurt, and this will help you with seeking potential new connections. So maybe do some introspection c:
fair--y backup 