I pulled: Jack of Hearts
As a person, this card represents a dear friend or a lover; it is always someone close to your heart and connected to your wishes and dreams. This card can also suggest someone who uses your emotions to manipulate you. This card represents a sensitive, warm, tender person who is charismatic. As a situation, this card relates to romance and following your heart wherever it leads you. You may be head over heels in love with someone, or you may have just been asked out on a date. This card also signifies social engagements of every kind.
Falls in love easily, romantic, talkative
Because this card varies wildly between manipulation and romance, I decide to do another card pull for you, which was Ten of Spades
You are starting to realize you are in an unhealthy situation and there is only a painful way through it. Hitting rock bottom and the realization that it is time to make significant changes. A very difficult time but one where unwelcome situations, bad habits, and harmful phases can finally come to an end. A painful parting or loss. Putting an end to something, abandoning ideas and convictions, and rejecting a previous way of life.
Giving up, victim, martyrdom
I really wish you the best of luck with this, nonny. It sounds like a painful situation. I wish you self love, healing, and much prosperity.
fair--y backup 