Hey Marly,
I have totally been there and done that before. It can feel really lonely and desolate to be in such a place. Remember, just because you haven’t had one yet doesn’t mean it never will happen. It’s very cliche to say, but these sorts of things happen at the most unexpected times, they do it when they want to do it.
A way that works for me is to go with the flow. Literally. Don’t focus on it, do other things that make me happy or feel fulfillment. I like to do art, I like to study my religions, I like to play a game. Focus on my friendships! Things like that c:
Either way, I wish you best of luck !