I pulled: 9 of clubs 

 You are reaching the end of a long struggle.  Feeling wary and cautious, fearful that something will come back from the past to haunt you.  One last hurdle to overcome, but you have the strength to succeed with ease.  Protecting what you have attained.  Defensive posturing.  Opposing anything new.

Continuing a balance, endurance

My interpretation is that there are past hurts that are causing worry or concern for future romantic relations. These may hinder your ability to accept potential new sparks with someone. Maybe a past relationship, personal insecurity, or otherwise. This may effect any possible current romantic relationships you have right now, if any. Perhaps you are starting to heal from past cases of hurt, and this will help you with seeking potential new connections. So maybe do some introspection c:

I pulled: 6 of hearts

You are demonstrating affection and generosity.  You are taking care of the needs of others.  You are thinking about the past or returning to the past in some way.  Memories, nostalgia, homesickness.  A desire to return to a safer and more predictable environment.  Holding on or clinging to the past and its memories.  Childhood or early childhood impressions.

Childhood, nostalgia, good memories, old frienship

My interpretation is do not let the good memories of your relationship rose-color your view of how the relationship is now. If you feel like it’s time to walk away, walk away. Perhaps you are clinging onto old memories and that is why you haven’t yet. If you are interested, I can do a second card pull for this if you send another ask ~

I would like to request his and your initials before answering this with a reading. 

I might also include a personal perspective on this since this sounds like a rather sensitive and real situation you are in. But that will be at the end of the reading with the interpretation of the card pull. 

I pulled: Jack of Hearts 

As a person, this card represents a dear friend or a lover;  it is always someone close to your heart and connected to your wishes and dreams.  This card can also suggest someone who uses your emotions to manipulate you. This card represents a sensitive, warm, tender person who is charismatic.  As a situation, this card relates to romance and following your heart wherever it leads you.  You may be head over heels in love with someone, or you may have just been asked out on a date.  This card also signifies social engagements of every kind.

Falls in love easily, romantic, talkative

Because this card varies wildly between manipulation and romance, I decide to do another card pull for you, which was Ten of Spades

You are starting to realize you are in an unhealthy situation and there is only a painful way through it.  Hitting rock bottom and the realization that it is time to make significant changes.  A very difficult time but one where unwelcome situations, bad habits, and harmful phases can finally come to an end.  A painful parting or loss.  Putting an end to something, abandoning ideas and convictions, and rejecting a previous way of life.

Giving up, victim, martyrdom

I really wish you the best of luck with this, nonny. It sounds like a painful situation. I wish you self love, healing, and much prosperity. 

I pulled: Ace of Diamonds 

Receiving an opportunity for greater security.  You are planting a seed that will bring tangible results down the road if you are patient and persevering.  A comfortable and satisfyingly simple environment.  Concerns regarding your home or family.  A small financial increase may be coming your way.

New projects, home, or success

I really wish you and your son the best of luck ❤ You already sound like an amazing parent based off the fact you are asking this question!