I want to reconnect with the Kemetic deities because I love them all but there’s this little part of me that is holding back. Idk what it is. Maybe a small fear of being rejected. Maybe it’s that I fear they will all decide they don’t wish to have anything to do with me. Maybe it’s my admiration of them all that fuels this fear. 

Been struggling for months. I want to talk to them but I’m just??? And I was gonna do a divination reading but what if my cards are wrong or smthng Im just kaljdkalgagjk