the moss is whispering – Page 33

The worst part about recovery is genuinely feeling good and doing better for a long period of time and then crashing down again. Cause now I know what it feels like to be okay and now I’m not okay.

Witchy mumblings under the read more

So like, there was a mini period where I had what I thought was a strong connection with Khonsu. Like, romantic love deep connection. And through talks with him personally, I got a distinct feeling it was mutual.

Until he did something to really hurt/upset me

the following day or the same day, my mind is foggy on this detail, I heard word that Sutekh was pissed. But wouldn’t give a reason. Like mad at someone for some reason.

Idk I can’t help but feel the fallout with Khonsu might’ve been a reason, or one reason??? cause ever since Sutekh has felt v protective and always over my shoulder

I can’t tell if I’m sexually frustrated or just pissy today

Whenever I see art of one of the Kemetic goddesses their nipples are always golden and like tbh? #goals

I would like a solid way of knowing if Apollo wants to work w/ me or not and I am too skeptical to rely on dashomancy anymore

Almost had a panic attack my dudes

Being Kemetic means your friends trying to convince you to write smut as a devotional piece to your deity

I rlly hate that whenever my roommate is home I get anxiety

What I’ve learned about Celtic deities is good luck trying to pronounce their names

Some days I will admit I miss Wicca, but not Wicca itself, but just the structure. I liked the holiday’s, I liked the altar guides, I liked the Rede. I understand those aren’t for everybody, but I do like a little direction in my craft. I like structure. I am just that sort of person.

I struggle with structure since falling away from Wicca. I won’t ever return to it, but I wish I had an altar set up guide, at least a general one, and some form of a Rede. Idk. I liked it.