Off topc and related to more witchy stuff

when I am in a bad headspace and negative things are going on, I have a bad habit of attracting spirits with Not So Great intentions into my life. Never intentionally. Always on accident. 

I am so low energy in these states that doing magic like shielding and such is hard for me to do, can anyone give me some help? I’m afraid of attracting something very dark again.

Listen, point blank, if a god/goddess does not want to work with you, they are under no obligation to do so.

They are a conscious being. They have thoughts and feelings. If they do not want your worship or to work with you DO NOT KEEP TRYING TO FORCE THEM TO.

You are blatantly disrespecting them and I promise you, it will only backfire. 

This isn’t a hard concept.

I’m just!!! STRUGGLING and I need help with my spiritual path

I want to work with plants, deities, the earth, “low magic” as some call it. I want to work as far away from pop culture witchcraft as I can (I love it, but I just don’t feel connected to it). I need help, recommendations, just some help from witches pleaseee. 

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Why is it with every thing I am interested in, it costs fucking money????? I am intrigued by traditional magic..either spend $200 on a book or have to pay some stranger on the net for supposed lessons

Wanna learn about druidry – well lol you have to pay for that too.

I am tired. I am broke. And I am very sick of this cause it all feels like some scam (not saying it is, but really, if your spiritual path is so great and for everyone why are you charging them?????). I get people do what they need for money but this just isn’t for me.

No I am not asking for money I am asking for some guidance.